Here it is! I'm rolling it out tonight before the New Year Rush. My new style. I have had way to many style glitches with black as a background of an internet page. So I lost the black. That was easy. Now I can add anything I want on the side of my page, and I have. Let me know what you think. Next up, fixing the teshuva web page.
...and I haven't written. What is wrong with me? So much is happening. Sometimes I wonder how Pookie does it?!? I watch him juggle everything he is doing from day to day and then he still gets a blog in, or three. Crazy!!! I have been in a mode this week between youth, Rock the Cat Box, Scrip, Worship, Christmas, etc. I have been swamped. But something funny is happening to me and I just have to share it. I have been receiving secret love notes from a former lover. I know, I know it all sounds like something that would get me fired. But just hear me out. Recently I have been leaving this lover for a healthier alternative. Water has found its way back into my life, and my former lover, Coke, has left. I have been getting these little notes and I really can't figure out who's the cleverist person at Farmland Friends Church. It has been a hoot (that's right, I said hoot) whenever I receive one of these letter and the little package with them. I have made many guesses but the culprit is still out there. Or maybe it is Coke, is that possible?!? I was going to post a picture of these notes but I believe the are on my desk at work, and if any of you have ever seen my desk you would understand why I can't find them. Plus I am at home right now. I'll post them soon.
A couple of years ago I got a free 30 GB Video Ipod from a site that a friend showed me. You know the sites that always say get your free such-and-such? Well I actually got one the way they said to get one, plus a t-shirt. Now I am going for a PSP, just for fun. If any of you guys out there are game I wouldn't mind showing you the ropes and helping you get one. Just leave me a comment or e-mail me and let me know you are interested. I always like free stuff especially if it is a cool electronic thing-a-ma-jiggy.
You knew that I would have to write something after last nights game. But I have a feeling you won't be expecting what will come below. The Chargers Stink! I can't believe they actually found a way to win last night. The Colts had 15 players out with injuries or something like that. Any team in the NFL probably would have beaten the Colts by 30 last night. But the Chargers don't beat the Colts, Vinatieri beats the Colts all by himself. I can understand Manning throwing all of those int's, he had one receiver to go to all night, Wayne. Then he had a bunch of nobodys running poor routes causing horrible looking ints. That game last night was an embarrasment to the NFL. I'm just sorry we gave it such a build up. The Chargers need a new coaching staff.
I think Lucas has asked me this question probably, oh, let's say, 45 times. Usually when we are in the car driving somewhere Lucas says at some point, "Dad, can you count to 1000?" I usually say, "Bubba, that would take to long, but yes I can count to a thousand." Well tonight Lucas asked me again when he and I were driving alone back from Muncie. I thought what I always think and was about to answer him with the same old answer that he had become used to when I thought, "have I ever counted to 1000?" To that question I had to answer no. So tonight, for the first time in my life, I counted to 1000 out loud while my son sat very quietly and listened and occasionally made an awestruck sound. It took almost the entire drive but I made it around the time we were driving past Monroe Central Elementary.
You know what Lucas had to say when I was finished? "Dad, can you count to infinity?" To this I laughed and said, "No." And then he said, "Maybe when you get older?" Then we had a very basic theological conversation about the number infinity.
Sometimes I get so used to saying no. Why? Especially to my kids. They enjoy simple things. Lucas loves me and I love him. Why did I wait so long to count to 1000 for him. It wasn't hard, except for one time when I got in the 700s and thought I lost my place, that was almost a big bummer. I think I'm going to take some time with my kids when they ask me for something like this to love them by giving them something they ask for even if it seems silly, foolish, time consuming, or simple.
Oh, by the way, when was the last time you counted to 1000?
since my last blog! Where to begin. Well I have found an editor for my book, "Diary of an Angry Christian" (Look for it on bookshelves in a bookstore near you in the future), I went to a great concert, and oh yea, MY CHILDHOOD HOME IS IN JEOPARDY OF BURNING TO THE GROUND!!! What in the world is going on here! My parents have called about the fact that they may be evacuated tonite. I have been praying about that of course. Escondido has never been evacuated, that should tell you all you need to know about the severity of this fire. Escondido is in a valley and everything always burns around it but nothing in it ever burns. So far 15 Escondido homes have burned to the ground. I'm sure that number has increased just in the time that I have been writing this. Check out this article: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21405632/ I lived in Rancho Bernardo about a year ago! I have no idea if the house I lived in is gone or not. They say it is going to get worse before it gets better. If you could be praying for everyone in Southern Cal I would appreciate it. The majority of my family lives there along with several of my best friends.
Check this site out:
http://www.ibiblio.org/lunarbin/worldpop
This is a site I found in some of my research this week. It gives an up to the second population count of the world since 1970. For some reason it seems amazing to me. Okay it is a logarithmic equation that estimates what the population is at the moment, but it's still amazing.
An Unstoppable Force: Erwin McManus
Louder Than Words: Andy Stanley
Don't Waste Your Life: John Piper
Till We Have Faces: C.S. Lewis
The Practice of the Presence of God: Brother Lawrence
The Unquenchable Worshipper: Matt Redman
The Air I Breathe: Louie Giglio
There I think that would keep me busy for a while. What book do you want to read most right now? Post that in the comment. A great classic I would recommend is Hinds Feet on High Places by Hannah Hurnard
Well not really old, most of them are from the 90's. My son and I are now collecting cards. I pulled out several of my old boxes and we've been going through them the last couple of evenings. I noticed something funny about them, I can't remember many of these pro athletes. It's funny how much I know about sports, just ask PK, and how there are so many athletes who are out of there respective sport now. So many men have strived to be in professional sports only to watch there dream become a short lived season.
There were many names I did recognize that were only in professional sports for a short time and then I was saying "What happened to this guy." I remember saving the rookie cards of many players thinking when this guy makes it big I'm going to be rich. Today I am looking at those same guys and saying did he even play a whole season?
Isn't that life. For every one one star there are 1,000's of flops. For every Griffey there are 1,000 Ray Sanchez's. For every Ladanian Tomlinson there are 1,000 Curtis Enis'. For every Michael Jordan there are 1,000 Sam Bowie's.
In life I guess it's important to go for your dreams but it's also important to live in reality. We are not all going to be superstars, actually I don't think anyone reading this blog will ever be a superstar, at least by this worlds standards. But God can use us for eternal purposes that go far beyond how many home runs we've hit, TDs we've scored, or slam dunks we've thrown down. Just think of the effect you have on eternity when God uses you to bring one person to him. You have just had a work in making sure that that person goes from spending eternity in hell to spending eternity with God in paradise. That should blow your mind!
Would you rather have the all time home run record or have a hand with God in saving a person's soul for eternity? Would you rather see your friend come to know God and hang out with them FOREVER or catch 100 TD passes thrown by Peyton Manning? Would you rather be a mixture of Michael Jordan, Kobe Bryant, and Lebron James, or sit around a camp fire in heaven one day with every person you planted a God seed in. Hey, these cards seem pretty lame now!
I haven't been on here for a few days. Weekends seem to wipe me out, in a good way! Youth group was great but it took a lot of physical, emotional, and spiritual work. God is good and He has been blessing the group in many ways. It seems like the kids are on the verge of really living with God. I think the most important thing we can remember is that God is with us at all times. I think this would change a lot of things in us and around us.
I don't think it would be exactly like we think, but things would be different. Jesus was around some interesting characters while He was here on earth. God is calling us to live with Him so we can have His strength, grace, power, love, and peace to be an example to those who don't know or don't want Him. He is calling us to live His life style, and in this He will bless us.
So I found out today that my Iphone is already obsolete. Apple went from having a 4GB version for $500 and a 8 GB version for $600, to having one 8GB version for $399. Many of you just now are say, "It serves you right James for spending so much on a phone!" Oh, but wait a minute, I called the store I bought my Iphone from last week and they are giving me a $200 credit on my bill just for purchasing my Iphone for $500. Yes, I know, that means that my Iphone only cost me $300, $50-$150 less then the other PDAs I was looking at originally.
The reason they are giving me $200 back is because there policy states that I can return my phone within the first 14 days for a restocking fee of $50. I brought this to their attention, assuming that I would just trade mine in for the 8GB version and $50. They told me what they were doing is just giving a $200 credit. I am very, very happy about that!
I have coached about 15 different teams over the past 10 years. I have never had a season in which the team I've coached has lost every game, match, or event. Thursday is the biggest sporting event in my coaching history. My golf girls, who have improved by about 25 strokes over the course of this season, have told me that the only team they beat last season was the team we are playing on Thursday. In a way I am scared.
Then something unexpected happened today. I was going through my pre-match speech and I said a line that I have said before every match so far this season. "You can't control how others treat you, but you can control how you treat other people." I've said this before every match because my girls have a tendency to decide if they are going to like playing for that day based on whether the other girls are "nice" or "mean". Anyway, the unexpected thing that happened today was that after I said my pre-match quote one of my girls said, "Coach, I think that is what I've learned most this golf season." I was happy! Yeah, she could have said, "along with everything else I have learned from you coach, about golf, life, everything, I'm gonna remember to treat people right too." But she didn't. But if all they take from this season is treating people with love I think I'll take that.
Yesterday, Sunday, I just didn't feel right. You know those days that you want to bring your A game but it just doesn't come. I was at about C+, maybe. It wasn't a matter of any one thing that caused this drop in performance. It was just an accumulation of things that caused my lack of umph.
I've gotten some rest today and I'll get a good nights sleep tonight. I have also learned some things from yesterday. All of this should move me into a place where I can bring back my A game.
God has reminded me that things will be okay even if I am lacking. I usually am lacking, that's for sure. God reminded me that it is about Him being the ONE, not about me being the one. He keeps me humble by reminding me that I am human and that I will always make mistakes and that I will, in this body, always seem to be tired.
The only explanation for me having time to blog today is that I'm addicted.
It's good to be busy in the sense that there's a sense of accomplishment when the day is over. I had someone ask me today if this was what I was used to in California, being this busy. I said yes but that's why I left California, LOL. I hate LOL.
My golf girls had their best tournament today, we still lost by 18 strokes, but we beat our best score by 10 strokes, they shot a 217 and I'm really proud of them.
I rearranged my office today with the help of my friend that I have no time for. Tomorrow I'll get to spend some quality time with my wife. That'll be great. Muncie here we come.
This afternoon I witnessed a high school girl take apart the golf course which I've played regularly since I have arrived here in Farmland. Trisha Champ shot a 34 for the nine holes she played. Yeah that's a 2 under par.
I can almost assure you that I will never shoot a 34 at Hickory Hills or any other golf course. How does a 17 year old High School girl from Jay County shoot a 34?!? Interestingly enough if you google Trisha's name you'll find her hole in one on 9/11/5 and her school record on 8/2/6, which of course she broke today.
After a great round like this I did what any good youth pastor would do, I asked her what her plans were. I really enjoyed my conversation with her and we talked about where she would be going to school next year. She told me Ball State, which is the school it seems every senior tells me they want to go to. We then talked about Anderson University and I told her I went to a Christian School and she asked me how I liked it. I told her it was great and I encouraged her to look into Anderson, I have heard it is a great school. I need to visit Anderson by the way, so I know what I'm talking about.
At the end of our conversation I asked her to attend youth group, she would be a great addition. I don't know if she will come but it would be great if she showed up some Sunday night.
Here are a few of my many things I have observed about Indiana:
1. Even though the speed limit is 55, 45 is the REAL speed limit.
2. My couch is moist all the time, it's kind of weird! Humidity is fun.
3. Bugs
4. I am going to have a lot of leaves to rake come fall.
5. It seems as though only one car at a time can make it down a road.
6. Flies are HUGE!
7. Papa Murphy's Pizza isn't bad.
8. My neighbors are nice and I think I might know all of them, and I've only been here for a month.
9. It's okay to stop your car in the middle of the road and talk.
10. Football season is even more exciting out here.
11. There is a german shepherd who does his business in my yard everyday, and it's owner doesn't seem to care.
12. My house is awesome, thanks Andy!
13. Hickory Hills Golf Course is really nice and it's a really good price.
14. I have to put my kids swing set up, I don't know how, but I have to put it up. Any volunteers?
15. Shout out to Jess, he is so awesome.
16. Chicken tacos taste great in Indiana too.
17. Eric Brown mowed my lawn, he's the BOMB!
18. Anyone for some cardboard boxes.
19. Tap water tastes pretty good.
20. Kris is a great preacher!
21. Brian and Jamie are cool!
22. I want to be around the Lotts a lot!
23. Aaron, Melissa, and Audrey you guys are welcome at our house anytime, and we have to watch the Bourne's soon. Thanks for the movies.
24. The ladies I work with in the office at the church are fun to laugh with, that makes life good at work.
25. And finally, God is good to me.
(You must read this with your best English accent)
I do suppose that by the worst stroke of ill fated luck I arrived to my estate this night to find my lady and sister viewing a most decrepit piece of cinema known as Sense and Sensibility. Decrepit was the chosen vernaclar because of its slow and deliberate pace involving the lives of two English ladies searching for a love. My thoughts are lost on whether they were in the end hosts to this love. Lost in the story I chose to lose myself into a deep slumber before the entertainment for the evening came to its ultimate conslusion.
Why must fair, lovely, modern ladies fill their senseless minds with such poppy cock. Rubbish, I say! At worst we, the people of the Pinkerton estate, should be entertaining their eyes with such things as Hitch, which in itself has so much love yet so much passion for the comedic arts. Yea, I say, Yea! Being scorned by love should have a much quicker, timely, and gentlemanly conclusion, and when I say gentlemanly what I mean is a piece of cinema with Will Smith and Kevin James, not Dr. House dressed in tight and rufflely English garb.